I was driving around to something and starting worrying. About a possibility from a possibility of a maybe. In classic me fashion I started to over worry and react and feel anxious.
In my car I told myself that is not now. I am here now and this is what matters. What do I do and see here. And if my fear is the future (which it won’t be) I would be fine with that too.
Aka, I gave myself a chill the $;&(@: out pill. That is something I want to remember to do more often. Thy will not my will. Where am I now and what am I doing that is in front of me.
It has been a fun day. I ended it with a birthday party and some good people. I’m pretty stoked about this summer.