I’ve been so irritated. And hurt. Both are honest reactions and not to be pushed aside or ignored. But i need to let go. Holding onto them can be like holding onto self righteous anger.

I have no place for this in my sobriety. I was wrong about something. Or wanted to ignore a step. And. Well. I can’t do that. It brings up some uncomfortable realities that I need to do with what I have been doing with everything else. Doing what I can and giving it up to HP.  

And on other news. I am getting things started. It is scary and delicious. And who the hell knows how it will all turn out!!!!


Christina Osheim