This past hour has been the first ive really had to myself since being home. I am peopled out. Its been a good day, but busy with meetings and newness.
Some of it is the newness of my studio. We are still getting to know each other. Feeling each other out. It will be good.
And meetings with people about things projects ideas possibilities... a lot of things that could be food but do start to overwhelm me. I really should be trying to do some other work tonight but wont. I am a bit short and annoyed and tired. And tiiiiiiired.
The cool thing is I am learning my triggers and the solutions. Right now my brain is done. It wants quiet and rest. So i will take me drugs (all prescribed) and get my rear in bed and read a book. Have some quiet. And if falling asleep before 9 is what the gods have decided i need i will not stand in the way.
I will end on this note: sobriety has been so fantastically good. To think that i am absolutely exhausted and feeling full from a day doing things that are a combo of work and volunteering in a life that fulfills my psyche and makes me a productive member of society, helping to add to its joy. Hurrah for life. And bed. Nite everyone!