Oh man. I guess I needed to bitch last night. And I did. Nothing like a self satisfying woe is me im the best i can be right now wallow.
Now today after working some this morning and jazzing for an hour I can call BS on myself and give myself a stern lecture to listen to things I have said in the past to myself and others:
"You can choose your mood and to make something an issue. It is a personal decision. And when you notice your thoughts beginning to enter a negstive self pity loop it is time to put on your big girl panties and suck it up."
So, Im not sorry I bitched. But now, today, I choose to keep on working to resolve solve and figure out the mad logic of what needs to happen to make my life flow and function in a productive manner.
So studio cleaning, wheep throwing, art organizing, class planning, and other fun adventures await! Hurrah for the gift of an unscheduled Saturday!!! (The Saturday crossword won todays battle, I ceded victory after coffee #2)