I have learned I can coexist with myself. I can be happy and sad simultaneously. They are on different floors within the 5'6" skyscraper known As me. And I can be both, or three. Or four. Or a multimood person honestly. That is new. Or a relearning of the old, rememberig, retraining? So many re's happening in my life.
The point is that there is a currently a level that is sad. I know it was the right choice we made and so there is a level of lightness as well. But. But. There is a large loaf of sadness that is residing in me and will stay here until it gets digested or assimilated into my foundation. I am adding this into my assumed givens of this blog. Assume that I am still feeling and just letting it heal itself with time unless there is a reason it actively pertains to my days reflections. Until someday I will realize its dissipated and share that! Who knows when, though. And that is ok.
Soooo... today. Im tired, but working, and getting rested as this bunny has lots of carrot pots to create.
Many happy hops my friends!